With you and Without you

In my life, there will always be one milestone which will always remind me that you are no more......That milestone is, With you and Without you..............I can sum up the transactions and the learnings of my life under these two broad categories......The way you lived your life with a never dyng spirit, you tried to teach us so much, I am not sure how much did we gain out of it but today we epitomize you. We are trying to carry things where you have left. For the man, you were , I can never understand why did it happen to you? Sometimes, I feel happy that you are no more..you are no more to witness any miseries in the world, any deceit which comes calling...anythingelse (could be a-n-y--t-h-i-n-g). I am glad that I have secured you to a place where these worldly turbulences will not disturb you anymore....trust me your heart was too soft to bear any of the losses. we just hope you are fine wherever you are in any of the elements of the universe/in anyof your new-found home.
Well...It doesnot matter anymore if India wins a Cricket match or Sarah Pallin sports a new hairdo :)....Nothing matters anymore beyond a point...With you, we have spent the best time of our life and without you, come to see that

Ahem! Ahem!

Finally, after a lot of emotional mayhem, I am back on blogs. It was along time that I have actually penned something, today I feel these these crumbled thoughts no longer want to stay inside, they want to come out and exist somewhere in this universe......In a way blogging does a lot of soul seraching for me ...a lot of it . Our simple thoughts which have the potential a lot of things around us including us die every day......... So lets give a heads-up :)
Where the mind is without fear.........